第12届FIRST影展纪录片单元提名影片《狂热自白》

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狂热自白

A True Believer

非首映

Non-Premiere

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中国 | 2017 | 彩色 | 66分钟 | 纪录

China | 2017 | Color | 66min | Documentary

导演/剪辑 | 刘晓雷

摄影 | 刘晓雷、叶林

音乐 | 谢玉岗

剪辑指导 | 吴文光、沈洁、荣光荣、章梦奇

导演简介

刘晓雷，1984年生于大连，毕业于辽宁大学广播电视编导专业。在电视台做过1年编导，之后创业成立了醒来文化传播有限公司，3年后，来到北京，以自由职业者的身份从事广告，纪录片，剧情片的创作至今。

Director's Biography

Xiaolei Liu, born in 1984 in Dalian city, graduated in TV editing and directing from Liaoning University. He established a culture and media company for three years, and then engaged in producing advertisement, documentaries, and feature films as a freelance.

导演阐述

个体的命运因英雄情结而改变，错与对，之间的界限越来越模糊，在自己所处的时代，该以何种姿态行走？不放弃行动和建设，要时刻提醒自己，别陷入狂热，更别陷入绝望。

Director’s Statement

The individual’s fate was changed owing to the to-be-hero love knot. The line between right and wrong was more difficult to draw. What kind of walking posture should I have in this era?

剧情简介

通过采访不同的反扒队员,回忆曾经的反扒英雄“火炮”，与他们渐渐建立起信任，接触越多，我自己对民间反扒这件事的态度开始出现了变化，最初的我是一个迫切的加入者，想成为英雄，摆脱平庸的生活，用摄像机去抓住这些小偷，去惩戒他们，当经历了反扒队员和小偷之间的互相伤害后，我发觉当一个群体想做伟大的事时，只要一个正义的理由就足以让人变成天使或是魔鬼。后来我开始把焦点转向这些小偷，尤其是一个维族的小男孩出现在我的生活中后，我看到了更复杂的问题。我不能再把自己藏在摄影机的后面，靠着对一个人的追忆来当借口，我要把真实的自己亮到摄影机前面，内心感受的冲撞，用自白的方式呈现出来，只有这样才能坦然的面对我拍摄过的人。

Synopsis

At first, I was eager to communicate with them, using the camera to capture those thieves and punish them, while dreaming of being a hero to get rid of my mediocre life. But after experiencing the hurt between members of Falcon and the thieves, I concluded that whenever a group wants to do something magnificent, one righteous reason would be enough to change a man into angle or devil. Afterwards, especially after a Uyghur boy’s appearing in my life. I found out that I couldn’t just hide behind the camera and take advantage of recollecting memories of someone as an excuse to conceal my true self. In a monologue way, I must demonstrate the clash of my feelings. You face yourself well; you face people you shoot well.

“作者直面镜头，坦言困惑。所谓的‘正义’不过是约定俗成的概念，事实上经不起人性的省察和逻辑的推敲。对公正的期许使人们忘记慈悲为怀，实现正义的热望让人们变得铁石心肠。”

“Thedirector is daring to film the truth and speak out his bewilderment.What so called as ‘justice’ ismerelya conventional concept. And this ‘justice’ could not bear the examination of humanity nor follow a logical order. Craving forfairness madepeople forget empathy and the yearn for justice made themcold-hearted.”